有哪位好心的高手帮忙来翻译一下这些句子？感激不尽！！！

How many times I wanted to experience this period of record, but not feel apologetic to the experience is as aware of their own to hide something in this experience felt ashamed, and finally sign off. Is often the opposite of their own.
Sunshine Chuanchuang into the room walls were painted in the East ramp Hui, bright golden. Axis of the moths remain in the landscape Tude fly, silently rotating in the house. The sun is about to finish its own way, but she will shine tomorrow, still remain constant along that way again and again; moths can not wait until tomorrow, but maybe it will die and become a wall of dust.
The world lived and died thousands of biological, some consciously, some unconsciously, but are pursuing the ridiculous growth or eternal. In fact, all organisms have gained eternal, even if it only existed in the world, one second. That second where there was eternal. I do not want to go to the eternal pursuit of illusory. Eternal, is already in my life it!