请高手们用英文帮我翻译一段话!

我很想清醒，
I want to keep my head clear,

很想忘记你，
trying hard to forget you,

但是我做大御不到，
but I can't help myself。

依然还是贺滚那么在意你。
I still care so much about you.

关键词：
Keep my head clear: 保持清醒滚拍岩
can't help myself: 不能控制自己
care about you: 在意你

保证准确：）

不是我觉得你说的不好，但是很明显的你是在最求某人，在这里用试图比较合适
我试图保持清醒，试图数型忘记你。。。
I've been trying to clear my head/ stay awake， trying to forget you/ cross you out of my life， but I can't help it. I just can't care a little bit less about you.（我试图在过去一段时间里保持清醒，忘记你，把你从我生命中辩颤勾去，但是我做不到，我做不到有丝毫的不在意。）

本人感觉这样说比较真诚携毕败

您好！！
I myself just wanna to be normal and sensible & try to erase you ,but whatever I do your image still in my head.
The true feeling tells me to get any news of you ,any affairs about you ,concern any things you concerned ,favor your favourites,unfavor your dislikes.
I think you are remain in my heart that wanders between reality and fantasy for you.

其实森桥在翻译的时候，，感到心痛闹春判！！不知道液改怎么了！！
希望有帮助！！

I want to awake, want to forget you, but I can't do it. I still care about you so much.

I want to come round very much , want to forget that you, but I cannot achieve very much, care you about as before or so.